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[The picture is hard to make out, but the faint glow from Feldt's computer allows a view of her horrified and tear-stained face and Haro sitting quietly in her lap. Her shoulders are shaking in between quiet sobs and she seems either unaware or not to care that she's being recorded in her current state.]
Th-they're gone. They're all gone and it's all my fault. I thought I was being careful, changing the c-communications encryption once a week so they couldn't find us when we accessed the community. But the Federation, they found us... so much panic and confusion. Some tried fighting but they... they killed them!
[She visibly clings a little tighter to Haro.]
Ian pushed me in here... he told Haro t-to lock the door. I heard... he told them they'd never finish us off for good... and they... Ian is....
[She whimpers quietly, biting back her tears and unable to finish her sentence.]
They took the rest as prisoners... but they couldn't get in here. They tried, but H-Haro kept them out.... He saved me.
Mama... Papa... Lockon... Chris... I'm sorry. I promised you... I'd be strong.
[And with a renewed wave of tears, she leans against the wall behind her, clutching Haro even tighter as she cries.]
((Those of you up in space, she thinks you're dead or captured and therefore won't reply. So that would account for Tieria, Nena, and Michael. Also, anyone trying to get in her room will find the door locked up and banging/knocking will only be met with silence.))
Th-they're gone. They're all gone and it's all my fault. I thought I was being careful, changing the c-communications encryption once a week so they couldn't find us when we accessed the community. But the Federation, they found us... so much panic and confusion. Some tried fighting but they... they killed them!
[She visibly clings a little tighter to Haro.]
Ian pushed me in here... he told Haro t-to lock the door. I heard... he told them they'd never finish us off for good... and they... Ian is....
[She whimpers quietly, biting back her tears and unable to finish her sentence.]
They took the rest as prisoners... but they couldn't get in here. They tried, but H-Haro kept them out.... He saved me.
Mama... Papa... Lockon... Chris... I'm sorry. I promised you... I'd be strong.
[And with a renewed wave of tears, she leans against the wall behind her, clutching Haro even tighter as she cries.]
((Those of you up in space, she thinks you're dead or captured and therefore won't reply. So that would account for Tieria, Nena, and Michael. Also, anyone trying to get in her room will find the door locked up and banging/knocking will only be met with silence.))
It's been a while since I've spoken with anyone on the community. I've been keeping busy lately.
...I'm sorry if I worried anyone in disappearing without a word a few months back. It was not my intent.
...I'm sorry if I worried anyone in disappearing without a word a few months back. It was not my intent.
That last virus was an interesting experience. I have a better understanding of how the Host Club works now.
Mori, it was nice meeting your family and seeing what your life is like. Though I wouldn't mind coming to visit again under more normal circumstances, if that's alright with you.
Mori, it was nice meeting your family and seeing what your life is like. Though I wouldn't mind coming to visit again under more normal circumstances, if that's alright with you.
I know there's nothing left for us to do, but I want to go home, even if it's only for a little while. I'm worried about the family we left behind and I want to make sure they're okay. Even then, I'm worried about everyone else scattered in the different worlds, even though Lockon and Setsuna are on this one, it's not the same without having everyone all together.
...Why did I type that?
((Technically she tends to be honest, but the virus is bringing up a few things that she's kept buried.))
...Why did I type that?
((Technically she tends to be honest, but the virus is bringing up a few things that she's kept buried.))
I suppose that is what it's supposed to be like when you're in love.
...And it wasn't even real.
((Strike hackable to those close to her or the skilled.))
((Strike hackable to those close to her or the skilled.))
[On the Doctor's insistence, Feldt had allowed herself to be talked out of the room for lunch. She had taken her time eating (rushing through wouldn't change his status any more than sitting by his bed) and returned to Lockon's room some time later. It wasn't until she was in the door that she realized he was sitting up. And he was awake.
She froze in the doorway with a gasp. When she spoke, her voice was quiet.]
Lockon....
She froze in the doorway with a gasp. When she spoke, her voice was quiet.]
Lockon....
It's been a few days since I've seen Haruhi. I'm a little... worried about her.
[After Haruhi had told her off, Feldt had gotten it into her head to run off. Once she was in the yard though, she realized that she didn't exactly know anyone here or have anyplace to go to. So for the time being (until she could think of something better), she found a place to hide out around the house. However, hiding doesn't do too well when you're still crying a little or sniffling.]
With everything that happened, I almost forgot it was my birthday. I don't want anyone feeling bad about not knowing. I never told anyone before. Not Lockon, Chris, Haruhi. No one. I don't mind though, I never really celebrated it, even when I was small.
Initializing log in...
Username: mybffharo
Password: ************
...
Password confirmed!
...
Entry set from private to public.
('~')
Initializing log in...
Username: mybffharo
Password: ************
...
Password confirmed!
...
Entry set from private to public.
('~')
Dear Lockon,
I only knew you for the few years since we were first introduced. I only wish that we could have gotten to know each other a little better, and I regret that we truly came to know each other for the first time was earlier this year.
Something I was never ever able to tell you, was that I greatly admired you. You were so kind to everyone, it was like you took on the role of being everyone's older brother and best friend.It was a while after we connected over our pasts that I realized I was slowly developing a crush on you. I think Chris and Sumeragi might suspect it, but I told Haro last night when I was crying again. I could never tell you though. You're much older than me and you never seemed to see me as more than a little sister.
I'll keep my promise to you, that I made that day. I'll stay strong and live on, and your memory will remain in my heart for the rest of my days.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm sorry that I can't join you soon, but Lockon reminded me that I carried your wills. Both of youas second-generation Gundam Meisters were strong-willed and determined to help carry out the current goals of Celestial Being this organization, whatever they might have been at the time, until your deaths. As your daughter and a member of the same organization, I intend to do the same.
I do miss you both, especially on the anniversary of your deaths. Even though the strict secrecy prevented me from knowing the cause, much less your names, I couldn't be more proud of you both for anything you did while you lived. As soon as things settle down, I'll try to visit you back home in Krung Thep.
I love you both so much, and I'll see you again some day, many years from now.
Love, Feldt Grace
((Strikes are deleted text.))
I only knew you for the few years since we were first introduced. I only wish that we could have gotten to know each other a little better, and I regret that we truly came to know each other for the first time was earlier this year.
Something I was never ever able to tell you, was that I greatly admired you. You were so kind to everyone, it was like you took on the role of being everyone's older brother and best friend.
I'll keep my promise to you, that I made that day. I'll stay strong and live on, and your memory will remain in my heart for the rest of my days.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I'm sorry that I can't join you soon, but Lockon reminded me that I carried your wills. Both of you
I do miss you both, especially on the anniversary of your deaths. Even though the strict secrecy prevented me from knowing the cause, much less your names, I couldn't be more proud of you both for anything you did while you lived. As soon as things settle down, I'll try to visit you back home in Krung Thep.
I love you both so much, and I'll see you again some day, many years from now.
Love, Feldt Grace
((Strikes are deleted text.))
It explains why he didn't take to the initial transfer to the backup system. But I'm not telling Sumeragi or anyone else. I wasn't supposed to hear that conversation.
...He's so nice to everyone.
((Backdated to Saturday))
...He's so nice to everyone.
((Backdated to Saturday))
[There's a few minutes of two people typing at keyboards, one more distant than the other. Then one stops and someone yawns from another part of the room. Christina's voice can be heard from the same direction.]
...worked so hard. I'm... tired.
[There's a brief giggle above the clicking of keys for another minute or two before the second one stops and Feldt can be heard talking.]
We finally finished. The backup system is finally ready.
[She yawns.]
It took most of the day, but now we can relax....
...worked so hard. I'm... tired.
[There's a brief giggle above the clicking of keys for another minute or two before the second one stops and Feldt can be heard talking.]
We finally finished. The backup system is finally ready.
[She yawns.]
It took most of the day, but now we can relax....
- Mood:accomplished
Forgot to do this earlier, but me and Ru agreed to count this thread from the ic question/answer meme toward game canon.
http://community.livejournal.com/adddic tions/8413.html?thread=1192669#t1192669
http://community.livejournal.com/adddic
Lockon. You never said you had another sister.
((Awkward conversation with Haruhi was awkward. A++ with communication~))
((Awkward conversation with Haruhi was awkward. A++ with communication~))
The Iris Corporation is a weapons factory. However, its employees are all civilians. We found out in class that the factory was attacked overnight. More than 800 people are dead. The video feeds are disturbing, at best.
One tragedy after another. I hope it comes to an end soon. We can only hope.
((Tags will be taken after I wake up, Tophie's finally getting sleepy. XD;;;))
One tragedy after another. I hope it comes to an end soon. We can only hope.
((Tags will be taken after I wake up, Tophie's finally getting sleepy. XD;;;))
